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Heard About the I Heart Lesfic Mega Sale?
To all who celebrate, I hope you had an enjoyable Christmas. I ate too much cheese (but, then, that could be considered a typical day) and got a little writing done, so that was pretty ideal for me. However, I’m not interrupting your day to talk about cheese. I wanted to draw your attention to a sale that’s going on involving over 50 authors of lesbian fiction.
T.B. Markinson over at I Heart Lesfic has put together a mega sale involving 90 books in varying genres. The discounts on some are pretty stupendous and I was delighted to put my novels on sale alongside the likes of Susan X Meagher and Niamh Murphy. There’s something for everyone, whether you’re looking for a mystery, a romance, or a little erotica! The sale lasts until the 29th and you can find the full list of discounted books here.
If you want to buy either of my two novels at only 99p / $0.99, you can jump over to Amazon now with the links below. Enjoy and send a lot of love over to I Heart Lesfic for organising this mammoth sale!
Valerie – Amazon UK – Amazon US
But By Degrees – Amazon UK – Amazon US
Muddling Through Somehow
Is it sacrilege to say that I’m not really a fan of Christmas?
All around, I see people getting into the festive spirit and shopping with gusto. The adverts on the radio are grating with their constant common theme and my inbox is bursting with offers from all those companies I’ve signed up to receive news from, the ones I quite like during the rest of the year. Nevertheless, I remain a little detached from it all. Perhaps the essence of Christmas has passed me by and, yet, there is something I do appreciate about it – the music.
When I say “music”, I’m not really talking about the festive party tunes courtesy of Brenda Lee and Mariah Carey, although I do like them in moderation. I just find the beauty of traditional carols more entrancing. That’s not really something that came from my childhood, although my paternal grandmother had a carol collection we dug out of the piano stool every year for her to play. I had to sacrifice the piano last year in a move, but I still have the carol book. The carols I know well are the ones she liked, so that means I’ve only just started to recognise how beautiful ‘I Saw Three Ships’ is.
My favourite carol, though, is undoubtedly ‘In the Bleak Midwinter’ (Holst’s version). It isn’t only because it’s based on a poem by Christina Rossetti, but it also sums up the atmosphere I find so engrossing at this time of year. Yes, it’s specifically religious, but remove it from that setting and what do you get? A depiction of a world where it’s difficult for anything to thrive. That resonates more and more, however advanced the world apparently becomes.
Christmas and winter, for me, is essentially about loneliness and the fear that comes with it. That’s one reason why my other favourite Christmas song is Judy Garland’s version of ‘Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas’. It has to be Judy, and not simply because I invariably choose her interpretations of songs above all others. To appreciate the song, listen to it in the context of Meet Me in St. Louis – Esther is trying to make Tootie feel better about the fact they’re leaving their home to move to New York. It’s a song about belonging and trying to make the best of things. Interestingly enough, the line that subsequent versions of the song change (apparently on the request of Mr Sinatra in the first instance) is “Until then, we’ll have to muddle through somehow” which becomes “Hang a shining star upon the highest bough”. If Frank thought that the overall tone of the song was too downbeat then that was the intention in context. For me, that line sums up what life, never mind Christmas, is all about.
While it’s my favourite, ‘Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas’ isn’t the only Christmas song Judy recorded for one of her films. ‘Merry Christmas’ was featured in In the Good Old Summertime and is similarly downbeat whilst still recognising the warmth of Christmas. Again, context matters and Veronica’s inner struggle between how she feels at the time and how she would like the traditions of Christmas to make her feel instead is palpable. The song might not be as well-known as ‘Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas’, but it’s just as heart-wrenching.
So, perhaps, heart-wrenching is what I see as the perfect Christmas song. Whatever that means, I’m going to enjoy the rest of December in the company of some stunning choral groups and, of course, Miss Judy Garland.
Winter Rereading Fun
Every now and then I’m struck by the fact that I have all these shelves of books, most of which I’ve read once, and they just sit there getting dusty. In the past, I answered that “would you rather be on a desert island with infinite new books or 100 favourites” question with “favourites”, but my attitude gradually shifted over time. There are so many books to read so, if asked now, I’d choose an endless supply of books (and a fishing rod). However, I do feel sorry for all those books sitting on my shelves year after year. That’s why I decided to make December a dedicated rereading month this year. As well as being fun, it’s a good excuse to stay indoors and keep away from the icy winter weather that’s starting to bite here in Yorkshire.
Figuring out where to start wasn’t hard. Harry Potter is a constant staple of those procrastination-inducing lists you find on social media and I’ve been reminded a lot lately of the bits that didn’t make it into the films. Professional McGonagall (especially in Order of the Phoenix) is my favourite character and I want to spend a little time in her stern company.
Beyond those seven books, I have no definite plans. It’s been years since I reread any of Sarah Waters’ books and I felt the urge to do a full reread of all Sophie Hannah’s crime series. I could throw a classic in there too – maybe The Tenant of Wildfell Hall by Anne Bronte or Emma or Persuasion by Jane Austen. My bookshelves are my oyster, to coin a new saying.
Perhaps I’m getting carried away – there’s only three weeks left of December, after all! But I intend to spend those three weeks in the company of old friends. I’m looking forward to it.
Blogging NaNoWriMo 2017: Phew
I’ve been incredibly quiet while I’ve been working on NaNo. Well, I’m not sure the people in my writing haunt would agree with that to be fair. I’ve been tapping furiously away in the corner for the last three weeks, scurrying to the counter for fresh reserves of caffeine, gummy bears, and the occasional serving of fries. Since this place has seen me through the publication of both But By Degrees and Valerie, they’re pretty much used to me by now.
I started late, wobbled a lot, but eventually hit 50,000 words around 4:30pm on the 29th. At that point, the entire draft itself crumbled to a conclusion, as though the weight of words had finally taken its toll on the characters as well. That’s not unusual for me. My first drafts generally come in short and expand during future drafts (only to be mercilessly chopped up in the final sweep through). We’ve all got our different ways of working and this is mine.
It’s been a project of surprises and that’s left me with a lot to consider for future drafts. The truth is, it’ll be a year at least before I get to a second draft of this one, leaving plenty of time for ideas to percolate. But I like the characters and the way they diverted immediately from the sketches in my head. I’ll do more work on those when I come back to the novel, as well as deciding whether the plot works in its current form. I can probably say right now that it doesn’t. The published versions of But By Degrees and Valerie bear little resemblance to their first draft, and that’s a good thing. Time, for me, cures all plot ills.
Below, you can see how my NaNo victory shaped up. As for me? Well, there’s no rest for the wicked author. Back to work.
Blogging NaNoWriMo 2017: Caught Ya
It took a while but yesterday my total finally made contact with the diagonal line. For those unfamiliar with NaNo, that means that I actually reached the number of words I was meant to be on come 21st November – 35,000. Given that I started a week late and so was over 10,000 words behind, it’s nice to gallop into line.
In terms of the novel itself, the whole thing has turned far darker than I’d originally intended. I knew it wasn’t going to be sweetness and light (my stories rarely are), but I didn’t anticipate it going this way. Perhaps when I slip into pure pantser mode, this is what happens.
I began with a clear scene in my mind in a supermarket car park. Along with the vaguest idea of character, that’s where I started. It’s always incredible to get to this point and realise how much has sprouted from that one small idea. Sure, the whole thing’s a mess and is currently riddled with inconsistencies. However, it’s developed on its own. The latest twist my characters threw in startled even me!
My focus now is finishing NaNo and the draft itself. My usual total for a first draft is between 50,000 and 55,000, so it shouldn’t be any problem to finish it before the month’s out. I wish I’d had more time to participate in this social side of NaNo this year. Unfortunately, the pressures of wanting to catch up coupled with that little thing called life have prevented it. The only write-ins I’ve been to are the private ones in my favourite writing haunt where they know my coffee habits and don’t mind me taking up a table most of the day. I’ve written, rewritten, and edited so many projects in there over the last four years that it’s more like my primary home than my second. Seriously, if you’re ever in Wakefield, give Create at Wakefield One a try. I’ll probably be in there, whether that’s a deterrent or not…
Blogging NaNoWriMo 2017: Better Late Than Never
At what point does starting NaNoWriMo become a little stupid? I only ask because I finally put cursor to blank page on my NaNo project for the first time last night. Starting a week late – that’s manageable, right?
In my defence, I’ve been rapidly trying to finish the third draft of another novel. October went a little crazy and I didn’t get it completed as quickly as I thought I could. It didn’t help that my characters went off on rather tremendous tangents, turning the novel into something that I hadn’t been anticipating when I sat down to write. However, that’s the joy of writing for me, and the third draft always seems to be the moment where an idea solidifies properly. I couldn’t deny that it needed to be written and completed before I started NaNo and, so, it was.
That leaves me where I am right now. With 1,079 words in the bag, I’m currently 12,254 behind where I need to be today. Admittedly, that might look like a mountain to climb, but I’m a very stubborn writer. The stats tell me that I only need to write 2,127 words per day to finish on time. Now, that’s a piece of cake. While working on my third draft, I accidentally managed 6,964 words in a day. If I can do that without thinking, surely I can get back on track with NaNo before the month’s out?
Anyway, things have only just started and, already, my characters are telling me where I’m going wrong. I wrote the first scene with the intention of the action moving elsewhere and, while it has, that elsewhere isn’t where I intended it to be. I don’t suppose it’s a surprise – the best part of NaNo is seeing where the mood takes you, right?
I hope that my fellow challengers are on track or ahead by now. I’ll look forward to catching you up!
Blogging NaNoWriMo 2017: Here We Go Again
Back on my old blog, I used to blog about NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) as I bumbled my way through it. Although I didn’t participate in the challenge last year, I’m back and ready to compete. I have to admit, if my fiance wasn’t also participating, I might be tempted to skip this one again. However, I’m nothing if not incredibly competitive and I have a story in mind so . . . I’m in.
For the uninitiated, NaNo involves writing 50,000 words during the month of November. It’s actually how many of my first drafts have been achieved. I previously “won” NaNo in 2009, 2011, 2012, 2013 and 2014. All those drafts have gone into the bank and will be reworked numerous times before I finally release them. While the first drafts of But By Degrees and Valerie weren’t written during NaNo, they were written under NaNo conditions. I focused on getting the first draft out as quickly as possible and, for the most part, that philosophy seems to have served me well.
In 2010 and 2015, I couldn’t get to the end of my first drafts. The novel idea from 2010 was subsequently altered massively and completed in 2011, while the 2015 draft is still waiting to be completed. I’ve just looked back at my “defeat” post on my old blog and I couldn’t help but smile:
For the last couple of months I’ve been trying to work on the fourth draft of ‘Max’. I don’t think it’s an exaggeration to say that it could be a good novel if I can pull it together. I marked up all the edits and started implementing them before realising I’d need to break off for NaNo. The trouble is, I’m missing it.
So, ‘Max’ turned into Valerie, my second release. It looks like my brain knew what it was about in 2015. That idea’s a good one, and the story is definitely something I want to explore, but it obviously wasn’t the right time.
Let’s hope that 2017 is a year of NaNo success.
PS: My author name is CharmedLassie – feel free to add me!
York Cat Hunt!
I went to York over the weekend for reasons that have nothing to do with writing. However, while we were there, my fiance and I decided to try the York cat hunt. For those of you unfamiliar with it, the hunt is a trail of cat sculptures dotted around York centre. You can read more about it here.
It’s a free and fun way of unwinding when you’re in York and it’s especially enjoyable if you like cats as much as I do. I must admit, though, I got a little frustrated when my fiance spotted all but one of the cats we found ahead of me. I’m a competitive soul and it’s damaging to my ego to fail like that! However, it was very enjoyable. I think my favourite of the cats is the ‘ghostly’ one. What do you think?
As well as the cat hunt, we walked along the walls and enjoyed a bit of window shopping. I was on my best behaviour as far as book shops go – I didn’t walk into a single one. One could say I’m broken; others might say I’m biding my time until I can buy loads of books unobserved. I’ll leave it up to you to decide which…
5 Things I Learned About Hosting a Book Launch
Last week, I officially launched Valerie during a launch and poetry event in the centre of Wakefield. It was timed deliberately to coincide with Wakefield Lit Fest, an annual celebration of words (and, this year, music) in my home town.
I’m useless at judging how my own events go. I do, however, have it on good authority that the launch was pretty much a success. I sold a few books and I got a little practice in reading aloud from a novel, which feels like a completely different experience to reading a complete short story or poem aloud. So, with the event still fresh, I thought I’d share a few dos and don’ts from my personal experience.
Do make the event about more than just you. However much pull you think you have, people who say they’ll turn up won’t all be able to. I made a deliberate decision to join up with a local poetry group, which not only brought more people in, but it took the pressure off me as well. I also had a stall with some local artists’ work for sale. That wasn’t as successful as I would’ve liked, but it was part of my attempts to make the event something that benefited more than just me.
Do have a good posse around you. Even with a couple of people there keeping me calm and keeping things running, I still tried to do a little too much myself. I’m not sure making tea and coffee right before showtime was the best way to go.
Do try and break the ice. A nice anecdote about me walking into town with my underskirt tucked up by accident that morning settled the room a little. As I said at the time, doing a reading couldn’t be half as embarrassing as that – and I was right.
Don’t panic if things change during the event. The order of the poetry section changed, meaning that I didn’t get a chance to do a second reading. That mucked things up a little bit as the audience dispersed and I think it was why I felt a little jaded after the event.
Don’t expect to get it perfect the first time. My initial thought as I walked home was that I never wanted to do a book launch again. I felt as though I’d short-changed the attendees and that they would’ve been better off spending time elsewhere. Having spoken to a few people and taking a few days to contemplate, I think it was an enjoyable hour or so for those who attended.
Valerie – The Germ of a Scene
It’s no surprise that writers steal elements of their own lives for their books. No, before you ask, I haven’t been embroiled in a relationship with a woman like Valerie, but I did draw on scenes and emotions that I’ve personally experienced in order to write crucial elements of the novel.
Take the first chapter, for instance, when Max stops in the rain to help Valerie change a tyre. I got the germ of this scene from a personal story. Around eight years ago, I was travelling back from Wakefield to Lincoln late at night with a friend. The rain was pretty bad and, as anyone who has travelled along Doncaster Road heading towards the A1 will attest, the roads wind around a lot along there. We must’ve scraped the tyre against something because we started wobbling and pulled down the nearest street to get away from the main road.
Stupid mistake #1 – Going down a hill and parking up at the bottom. Rivers of water were following us down there.
My friend dutifully got the spare out of the boot and set about trying to change it. However, he was having difficulty getting everything working (hey, I don’t drive, I had no clue what was going on). Probably more to offer a voice of encouragement than anything else, I got out of the car and proceeded to be soaked to the bone by the persistent rain. I ended up standing with the torch from my phone trained on the tyre while he tried unsuccessfully to change it. We’d been there for quite a while before a local resident came out to see if we needed help. This is where I learned something.
Stupid mistake #2 – Not removing the handbrake when trying to change a tyre is rather silly.
So, yeah, we’d been standing there doing something that wouldn’t work in the pouring rain because we’d forgotten to do one little thing. With the help of that nice man, we got on the road again. Needless to say, we were both freezing and it was late. We pulled in at the next service station and I vividly recall standing in the bathrooms and just looking at my bedraggled self in the mirror.
That night stayed with me, right from the way the water battered down on my neck until I gave up trying to stay dry through to the way my body felt when everything was starting to dry out. I knew I had to use that somewhere in a novel, and it found its place in the gloomy opening scene to Valerie.
